Did You Ever Get So Mad At Him That You Just......

thought you'd go crazy? I found myself in that position many times and I can't tell you why he kept his behaviour up like that knowing that I would find out. The man cheated.....ok, so if he loved me so darned much, why didn't he see that he was hurting me? He saw me crying, out of control at times with crying and not understanding. He told me that he wanted to work things out but he was unwilling to go to counseling, and he told me that it was over with the other woman so we should just get on with life. What life did I actually have, knowing that his actions were not backed up by his words. His outlook was to just brush it off like it never happened and go on. I got so mad at him that there were times that I couldn't even concentrate on other things in my life. My anger interrupted my sleep at night, my work life and I couldn't help myself. I had to seek someone to talk to about it because I felt like it was ruining my life. The daily drama was coming in between everything in my life. Anger is a very powerful feeling.....try and find someone to talk to so it will try and ease your mind and not let it interrupt your life like it did mine.

2 comments:

Craig's Wife said...

There is a fine line between anger & love. Anger is a very powerful thing and I certainly would not beat yourself up over your feelings. I keep repeating my therapist, thoughts come into your head like they are on a conveyor belt, let them come in & go out, it's when you pick them up & play with them that you get in trouble. Keep your head up & shoulders back.

Debbie L said...

Thankyou so much for your comment. Anger really is a powerful emotion.