Moving Out And Leaving Things Behind

When I moved my things out, it was indeed quite akward because he didn't seem to mind that I was leaving, yet he kept walking by me down the hall and trying to see what was going on. I never wanted to move my things with him around, but he made sure he was there. Although I have been moved out for some time now, I realize that there are still things there in my old house. He has made it a point to let me come in whenever I please to get them, but I hesitate because whenever he sees me, he intimidates me, wants to hug me and give me a kiss. I get confused as to what his intentions are and don't want to face him again after he has put our family through all this turmoil. I wonder if those things I left behind are really as important as they used to be. With the holidays coming soon, I am starting to feel blue.

3 comments:

Miss Heather Leigh said...

Aww, I think everyone starts to feel blue around this time, regardless of what's going on around them. I know I do, anyway. I posted on this myself, and some of my readers could definitely relate. This time of year almost forces people to reflect on what's going on.

akakarma said...

I didn't realize that you were still around! It's along slow process- hang in there.

Debbie said...

yes, this is a slow process indeed, and I know that this time of year is hard, especially now because I just lost my mother, and now I have to deal with this on top of my ex. Thanks for reading!!!