My New Years Resolution

The new year is coming quickly......hurry, hurry, do you have any new years resolutions? I think that mine will be to put one foot in front of the other and walk straight ahead with my eyes and ears wide open as much as possible. I know, maybe you thought it would be for me to not dwell on my ex and the hurt he has caused, however, I cannot make that a resolution until I am sure that I am ready for it. I have my good days, and my bad ones too. I think it's normal to have days where you don't even think of him/her at all, and then other days where you boo-hoo at the drop of a hat when you hear his/her name, accidently bump into him/her with their new other person, or just hear a song that reminds you of when you were happy as a couple. I believe that keeing my eyes wide open to anyone new and trying to make sure that I don't pick anyone that's going to put me through the "hel." that my ex did, and keeping my ears open to listening to what's going on around me. Sometimes it's hard to keep your eyes open though, because once you fall in love, the senses just get lost. But, there, you have it, my new years resolution.....may it stick with me the whole year long!

5 comments:

Ex-Mrs Jekyll and Hyde said...

Ditto
And wishing you the very best

Ex-Mrs Jekyll and Hyde said...

Ditto
And wishing you the very best

incessant_din said...

My resolution is to keep on the path to being by best. No lies and no liars in my life. I hope your 2010 is full of wonderful company, and completely devoid of the miserable people.

Charlotte said...

It's impossible not to dwell on it, isn't it?

Debbie said...

charlotte, I think that when something this big affects your life the way that it does, it's hard moving on....but it will happen, it just takes time.