A Brand New Year

Today is the beginning of a brand new year and I hope and pray that it's a brand new year for me as well. I am aiming to put my ex and all his drama behind me. That's a very tall order, I know but I also have confidence in myself that I can now finally achieve it. I have really been put through the ringer just as so many of us have with infidelity and I have cried, screamed, wondered what if and the whole nine yards but it has not gotten me any answers. Everyone wants answers as to why this has happened and after all this time, I have to say, I know now, that I will never get all the answers and it's going to be okay. My goal for the new year is to start making time for myself. There are alot of things that I have done for others, for my ex, and now it's time to start thinking about what I can do for me. I need to stand up for myself because if I don't, who will? This new year is bright and a perfect time for me to start it out right. What are your new years resolutions?